depression two-weeker
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thegreatratsbyI'm back in therapy. please clap. did my intake appointment last Friday in which I lied about which state I'm physically in atm oops but I will be in the correct one for the ... not the next one but the one after. it's telehealth so we'll see how that goes, I'm more used to having a physical Space that I go to for therapy which helps compartmentalize. within minutes of talking and confirming that I fit some adhd profile stuff she asked me about autism so that's really funny. idk I do have some sensory issues but that alone does not autism make and I don't think I have any of the other criteria tbh.
fatt perpetua! almost done with episode 3, I think I should be able to catch up by the end of July or so, I have a big road trip coming up so I will blast thru a bunch of it then probably. I loveee the vibes so far. flegg :)
An AI-generated band got 1m plays on Spotify (Lanre Bakare): thinking pensively about all the ads I get on instagram whenever I use it on my ipad for random bands. I guess I idled on one of them for too long and now it's literally all that I get. I wonder how many of them are real lol
half of me has disappeared (LuckyDiceKirby): hooting hollering etc. excellent work as always sarah. "Louis found the American Midwest dull, and had not been amused by Lestat’s suggestion they visit the zoo beside the venue together for an aftershow snack. Lestat ached for him horribly. And he had, frankly, wanted to see the polar bears, but had no interest in going alone." INCREDIBLY funny.
finally got around to contrapoints conspiracy video. it was good! didn't learn anything new but it was well formatted and I liked it
(for the curious: yes I saw her recent reddit post, yes I think it was a bad post, point iv is delusional but I also understand what she is trying to say vis-a-vis yes kamala sucked ass but there is no universe in which she would have made things worse than trump already has (and no I don't think that was the fault of protestors lmfao), yes I think she needs to get off twitter because it's rotting her brain. she is doomer (derogatory) rn. I still like her ten billion hours of video and costumes and sets and think she is largely Fine and think some of the more frothing vitriol she gets is weird.)
apothecary diaries!!! about halfway through the available episodes. my current theories: I think Jinshi is the mystery younger brother of the emperor and is actually probably Ah-Duo's child that got swapped at birth with the emperor's actual brother. they look too similar for this not to be the case imo. however whether or not Jinshi himself is actually aware of this remains to be seen, or whether he still has his dick n balls??? like he's too pretty to Not be a eunuch right. but would they do that to someone of his status. unclear.
fallow but I have been thinking a Lot about wizard101 which means my mental health is also probably not so good
postcrossing cards have been sent!
art fight!!! not gonna cross post them on tumblr for now but here they are: taylan by squidshu and enuade by AxeArtifex!
slooooowly making ketubah progress. I have uhhh like two weeks left? uh oh. here is a little mockup and I am transferring the big sketch to the real paper TODAY god damn it.
homemade korean food :3 thank you boyfriend mom
snacks and onigiri from new-ish local japanese grocery. I go back to the midwest at the end of this week and I WILL miss this spot.
(no cut in this one bc it's short asf. not a lot cooking in da brain rn ngl)
listening:
fatt perpetua! almost done with episode 3, I think I should be able to catch up by the end of July or so, I have a big road trip coming up so I will blast thru a bunch of it then probably. I loveee the vibes so far. flegg :)
reading:
An AI-generated band got 1m plays on Spotify (Lanre Bakare): thinking pensively about all the ads I get on instagram whenever I use it on my ipad for random bands. I guess I idled on one of them for too long and now it's literally all that I get. I wonder how many of them are real lol
half of me has disappeared (LuckyDiceKirby): hooting hollering etc. excellent work as always sarah. "Louis found the American Midwest dull, and had not been amused by Lestat’s suggestion they visit the zoo beside the venue together for an aftershow snack. Lestat ached for him horribly. And he had, frankly, wanted to see the polar bears, but had no interest in going alone." INCREDIBLY funny.
watching:
finally got around to contrapoints conspiracy video. it was good! didn't learn anything new but it was well formatted and I liked it
(for the curious: yes I saw her recent reddit post, yes I think it was a bad post, point iv is delusional but I also understand what she is trying to say vis-a-vis yes kamala sucked ass but there is no universe in which she would have made things worse than trump already has (and no I don't think that was the fault of protestors lmfao), yes I think she needs to get off twitter because it's rotting her brain. she is doomer (derogatory) rn. I still like her ten billion hours of video and costumes and sets and think she is largely Fine and think some of the more frothing vitriol she gets is weird.)
apothecary diaries!!! about halfway through the available episodes. my current theories: I think Jinshi is the mystery younger brother of the emperor and is actually probably Ah-Duo's child that got swapped at birth with the emperor's actual brother. they look too similar for this not to be the case imo. however whether or not Jinshi himself is actually aware of this remains to be seen, or whether he still has his dick n balls??? like he's too pretty to Not be a eunuch right. but would they do that to someone of his status. unclear.
playing:
fallow but I have been thinking a Lot about wizard101 which means my mental health is also probably not so good
making:
postcrossing cards have been sent!
art fight!!! not gonna cross post them on tumblr for now but here they are: taylan by squidshu and enuade by AxeArtifex!
slooooowly making ketubah progress. I have uhhh like two weeks left? uh oh. here is a little mockup and I am transferring the big sketch to the real paper TODAY god damn it.
eating:
homemade korean food :3 thank you boyfriend mom
snacks and onigiri from new-ish local japanese grocery. I go back to the midwest at the end of this week and I WILL miss this spot.
(no cut in this one bc it's short asf. not a lot cooking in da brain rn ngl)
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