S4: Day 84 (1180)

Mar. 25th, 2026 05:41 pm
jillysriser: (Default)
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Today is my day of rest. I did a tiny bit of writing yesterday as well as some editing. Tomorrow, I'll pick things back up again in the evening.

Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

banger

Mar. 24th, 2026 10:37 pm
saltbreeze: (golden tiger)
[personal profile] saltbreeze
 light half mile walked
good work ethic beginning to bear fruit..... ew....
I submitted some of my photography to a school ran magazine. I wonder if they will publish it.
I felt pretty good about the ACT. Being able to read quickly helps. I am expecting a forty, test graders.
Not a lot left for me to ask for from my god. I made praying a habit, I;m reading three books at once.
god to ME is something i do not think i could explain to anyone. however that personal theology lesson is for another day,
in the form of an alejandrino in the style of neruda. 
Three dogs sleep in my bed. I am a poet.. I wish we took the writing section,
pulled mr chariot. HI chariot. you return to me after being lost.
feeling self efficacy is REALLY VERY WEIRD when you are known to be terribly hard on yourself. I see a future.
It's like wearing dress shoes for the first time. You know.. Feels like me. Feels like carrying a large paperback in
a blazer pocket. Like throwing mealworms, pointing cameras at things, putting pen to paper...... brown ink.
saltbreeze: (shauna shipman :))))))))))))))))
[personal profile] saltbreeze
 Things are off. Typically I would be beating myself up and being so so very hard on myself over this test. However I know I have worked hard and there are opportunities to do better, so I am not too worried.
I've had no time for anything but my studies and this is the first time in a bit I'm letting myself rest. I need to savor this.
I'm excited..... I'm so weird. Excited to take a four hour exam. 

I need to work on some poetry and ohotogprahy.

S4: Day 83 (1179)

Mar. 24th, 2026 09:34 am
jillysriser: (angry)
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I did a little bit of writing. Just enough where I feel like I'm back to making forward motion.

The good news is I'm not in as much pain as yesterday. I'm restoring creative energy into my house, and focusing on physical health as well as mental health. I am hoping to do a decent amount of writing and dive into some editing as well.

There's always something to do! And I'm actually enjoying doing it, so that's a plus.


Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

(no subject)

Mar. 23rd, 2026 06:08 pm
yuuago: (Estonia - Wink)
[personal profile] yuuago
Whew. So, my main computer keeps throwing up a bluescreen error. As soon as I get past the load screen, it leads me to that. Plus stop code 0x00021a.

A cursory search tells me that this is, uh, Not Great.

I've done some poking around, but I think for now I'll just leave this problem for... later.

I sure wasn't looking for a Project, but I guess I have one now. :Va

S4: Day 82 (1178)

Mar. 23rd, 2026 08:53 am
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I pulled out my stuff for plotting and that was as far as I got.

Today I'm in pain again, so I'm trying to figure out how to function despite all of that. I want to make more forward progress!

Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

LET'S GET TO WOOOORK

Mar. 23rd, 2026 06:08 am
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belt to ass girlies

LEP 23.3.

Mar. 23rd, 2026 12:48 pm
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[personal profile] yvannairie

One of these days I will write the definitive post about Cyrano de Bergerac Syndrome in fandom and it will end all debate about shipping forever probably for sure.

S4: Day 81 (1177)

Mar. 22nd, 2026 12:50 pm
jillysriser: (angry)
[personal profile] jillysriser
I'm not feeling great today. I'll most likely be taking it easy. Body care is more important that creation.

Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

LEP 22.3.

Mar. 22nd, 2026 03:47 pm
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I cannot with these fucking Youtube thinkpieces of "does the internet rot your brain" and "is your lack of local friendships making you a less functional person" and "are impersonal relationships the downfall of society"

I'm glad none of you have been as profoundly lonely as I have, I guess, but I'm pretty sure my online friendships were healthier than your IRL ones before the pandemic, and I was not privileged enough to just sit inside while the world ground to a halt around me.

frankly

Mar. 22nd, 2026 03:08 am
saltbreeze: (hello melancholic)
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ew/ i'm long winded today. so much writing + editing + analasye 
 i;m going to be the most HONORABLE little knight you;ve ever fucking seen.

S4: Day 80 (1176)

Mar. 21st, 2026 06:13 pm
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Did some mental plotting and planning. It's gorgeous out today, so that was rejuvenating for my soul. I feel a bit more rested mentally. Going to start writing down some outlines and get these storylines in order of what I want to be creating. I will hopefully get a nice timeline for which projects will be finished when as well.

It's a planning day. The day I dream big and hopefully don't burn myself out by trying to meet these big dreams. The dream always feels far too big for me anyway, but I'd like to at least get closer to it, you know?



Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

(no subject)

Mar. 21st, 2026 10:22 am
skygiants: Rue from Princess Tutu dancing with a raven (belle et la bete)
[personal profile] skygiants
I've seen two Boston Ballets in relatively quick succession over the past month, both combo programs featuring two pieces; the first was "The Rite of Spring" (Elo's, not Nijinsky's) paired with Pite's "The Seasons' Canon," and the second was a premiere, Stromile's "The Leisurely Installation of a New Window," paired with Ashton's "The [Midsummer Night's] Dream."

Breaking with the actual curation of the productions, I'm going to talk about "The Rite of Spring" and "The Leisurely Installation of a New Window" together because they both came first in their productions, they had kind of similar vibes, and I experienced similar feelings of mild disappointment about both of them that were not technically the fault of the productions. I was really excited about "The Rite of Spring" because I wanted to see some ballet dancers do a dramatic ritual sacrifice, and I was really excited about "The Leisurely Installation of a New Window" because I wanted to see some ballet dancers slowly install a window. Instead, both of these pieces were kind of abstract explorations through dance of the Relationship between the Individual and Society, and I think both would have been enjoyable for fifteen minutes but ran a bit long at half an hour.

The description for "Window" in the playbill reads:

Eighteen dancers inhabit the work through distinct but interdependent roles. The Seeker stands close to tradition, moving with discipline and clarity. The People operate within shared systems, attentive to both order and its quiet tensions. The Reformers introduce disruption, not as spectacle, but as pressure applied from within.

This did help me understand better what was going on in the dance, as the Seeker stalked around holding a book and then portentously passed it off to some dueting Reformers, but also made it feel a bit like a LARP that I was not participating in. On the other hand Reeves Gabriel of The Cure was There and Participating in Ballet Music (and every bit of marketing wanted you to know that Reeves Gabriel Of The Cure was There and Participating in Ballet Music) and occasionally the music would get very thrillingly electric guitar and you'd be like "Hello, Reeves Gabriel of The Cure!" So it's not that I didn't have a fine time, I just would have been okay with somewhat less of that time.

However, after these very mildly disappointing openers, I loved both "The Seasons' Canon" and "The Dream" very much! The Seasons' Canon is, justifiably, a known Boston Ballet showstopper -- a huge piece with a huge cast, and as you guys know I often have trouble with a piece that is not trying to tell me a story but this piece is truly just Humans Make Big Shapes and it's riveting. Could not take my eyes off it. The trailer here gives a bit of a sense but of course is not that much like seeing it Actually On Stage, but it does let you see one of the things I found most striking about the piece which is how extremely non-gendered it is -- everyone on that stage is dressed identically in pants and nude tank that makes them look topless, the whole corps looks like one and moves like one and there is nothing to distract you from that. Really, really cool experience.

And "The Dream" -- look, I'm a simple soul, and what I have discovered is that I love Ashton's silly panto-esque ballets. They are fun and they are funny and I love it when people get to be funny in dance! Dance jokes are good actually! Titania ballet-hopping her way towards Bottom in a way that manages to be simultaneously fairy-like and hilariously sultry, the arguing lovers constantly picking each other up and pirouetting a partner firmly Away from them Thank You, the rude mechanicals!! we wanted more rude mechanicals but I was so glad we got what we got. A+ Midsummer Night's Dream, would see again.

(no subject)

Mar. 20th, 2026 09:04 pm
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[personal profile] yuuago
+ Work was nuts today; a really gnarly assignment crossed my desk and I'm like, ew. This one is going to be such a pain. (But I will manage.)

+ Going to Edmonton next week for a concert. Looking forward to it! Feels kind of silly to be away for three days, two of which will be spent on a bus, but I suppose a lot of people drive down to there for just one day in a similar way, so.

+ Received my FTH assignment. This one is going to be challenging, but interesting. I will need to do canon review and probably also some research. Hmm. (It's Hetalia, Liet/Pru.) Maybe I can make some notes while on the bus?

+ I'm going to Winnipeg in October to see Sabaton perform! *_* I was supposed to see them in Edmonton several years ago, but that trip never ended up happening. Anyway, the people I've mentioned the trip to generally react like "Eew, Winnipeg" but honestly, I'm pretty jazzed about it. Looking forward to the museums and art gallery and maybe also the zoo if I have time. Should be fun!

S4: Day 79 (1175)

Mar. 20th, 2026 03:28 pm
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My days off have been good for me. I still feel a bit anxious about a few things, but overall, I'm calming down to the point of being able to write again. I'm going to give it a go this evening once everyone is settled in and home again. I'm due for some solid cat snuggles too.


Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.

S4: Day 78 (1174)

Mar. 19th, 2026 06:45 am
jillysriser: (fire)
[personal profile] jillysriser
I enjoyed my nothing day. I feel a little more mentally strong. A little. Today I am going to ease back into my projects. Not quite sure how, only that it will happen.


Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Vision Of Mana".
Reading: "The Witching Hour" audio. "Accidentally On Purpose" audio. "The Drawing of Three" print.
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 lorca is really really good. lots of insane birding today.
kind of been diffusing the line. need to grab the chalk, yes?
things are peachy for me.
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