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Dec. 6th, 2022 04:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thegreatratsbyoh god fuck lol. re-entering my "gaslight myself" era
i have my quantum final in less than a week, next week's tuesdayposting will have the results of that one...RAPIDLY approaching the event horizon where im going to have to take klonopin just to study without panicking lol
listening: still evanescence, also finished the "well there's your problem" episode on gulf state vanity projects and started the most recent one (ep 118)
reading: quantum notes :( truly endless pain. ive been trying to memorize flash cards but i think my brain is dissolving
watching: i watched a livestream of my partner's choir concert last night ... it was very nice but i wish i could have gone in person. maybe when im done with classes ill fly home early and surprise him...
playing: n/a
making: in theory crocheting the shawl still but not really. going to try and embroider more of that gift tonight because i really want to ship it out for the holidays.
BONUS: what delights have I experienced?
walking around: got back into pokego so ive been doing a lot of silly little pokemon walks
transcendence: my friend explained exactly how to calculate the matrix representations of operators and it blew my brain wide fucking open. like so THERE'S where those fucking numbers come from! well i'll be!
deliciousness: my roommate decided it is beneficial to her to cook meals for me so very frequently she serves me Delicious Food, the other night she made chicken marsala and it was very very good
very few delights this past week though. it's just been anguish. n/a for goofing, coitus, enthrallment, fellowship, amelioration, wildcard
next week's will likely be even sparser because the next few days are just going to be an endless cycle of "i need to study" -> studying goes poorly -> lying to myself that i understand the material and trying again -> i manage to study a little bit but take way too long a break -> "i need to study" ad infinum
i have my quantum final in less than a week, next week's tuesdayposting will have the results of that one...RAPIDLY approaching the event horizon where im going to have to take klonopin just to study without panicking lol
listening: still evanescence, also finished the "well there's your problem" episode on gulf state vanity projects and started the most recent one (ep 118)
reading: quantum notes :( truly endless pain. ive been trying to memorize flash cards but i think my brain is dissolving
watching: i watched a livestream of my partner's choir concert last night ... it was very nice but i wish i could have gone in person. maybe when im done with classes ill fly home early and surprise him...
playing: n/a
making: in theory crocheting the shawl still but not really. going to try and embroider more of that gift tonight because i really want to ship it out for the holidays.
BONUS: what delights have I experienced?
walking around: got back into pokego so ive been doing a lot of silly little pokemon walks
transcendence: my friend explained exactly how to calculate the matrix representations of operators and it blew my brain wide fucking open. like so THERE'S where those fucking numbers come from! well i'll be!
deliciousness: my roommate decided it is beneficial to her to cook meals for me so very frequently she serves me Delicious Food, the other night she made chicken marsala and it was very very good
very few delights this past week though. it's just been anguish. n/a for goofing, coitus, enthrallment, fellowship, amelioration, wildcard
next week's will likely be even sparser because the next few days are just going to be an endless cycle of "i need to study" -> studying goes poorly -> lying to myself that i understand the material and trying again -> i manage to study a little bit but take way too long a break -> "i need to study" ad infinum
